Day 1, i cry so loud it is defeaning
The noises around me seem threatening
I fear I'll die soon now
But for life this was just the begginning
Day 1825, the day i start to come alive
I go to school, where I'm lonely and shy
My mom has left I'm about to cry
Inside I feel it's where I'll die
Day 6204, I can't take this pain anymore
I'm called a fag, a bitch, a whore
This world is not a home it's war
I don't want to live anymore
Day 19,710 I close my eyes and say amen
Time and time and time again, I end up in this hospital bed
I am sad for my family as I know it's near
I've prepared for this day and I have no fear
Day 29,506, I've made it a long time
I've laid my bricks
I can hear a voice from the distance
This is the final page of my existence
I look around one last time
This one last glimpse is so sublime
When I'm ready I close my eyes
I take my last breath
I die.
The noises around me seem threatening
I fear I'll die soon now
But for life this was just the begginning
Day 1825, the day i start to come alive
I go to school, where I'm lonely and shy
My mom has left I'm about to cry
Inside I feel it's where I'll die
Day 6204, I can't take this pain anymore
I'm called a fag, a bitch, a whore
This world is not a home it's war
I don't want to live anymore
Day 19,710 I close my eyes and say amen
Time and time and time again, I end up in this hospital bed
I am sad for my family as I know it's near
I've prepared for this day and I have no fear
Day 29,506, I've made it a long time
I've laid my bricks
I can hear a voice from the distance
This is the final page of my existence
I look around one last time
This one last glimpse is so sublime
When I'm ready I close my eyes
I take my last breath
I die.