as promised on my first day of summer vacation. (which it is) theres 15 songs so im doing 8 today and the other 7 tomorrow <33333333
The Cold War : inspired by true events that happened here on this forum.
its supposed to be like a rap. like paper gangsta
you all sit there
like your mother fucking Russia
ready to destroy us
with the click of a computer mouse
press of the send button
nukes flying all over
the fucking place
open up a website
boom
you've been bombed
keep your soldiers under control
they r crossing our borders
harassing our citizens
i;m the commander in chief
back the fuck up
you're gunna get burned
Chorus:
stay away from us
and we'll stay away from you
this is our very last stand
this is the cold war
oops look like
today we won
your soldiers of hate
have fallen
my soldiers of shade
still flyin'
when you gunna learn boy?
you fuck with fire
you gunna get burned
don't be an angel
take off your fucking halo
everyone can see your devil horns
holding up that golden ring
Chorus:
stay away from us
and we'll stay away from you
this is our very last stand
this is the cold war
better grab a jacket
whistles blowing
flashes in the air
is that lighting?
i dont think so
oh so sorry, but you look a little fried
i'll come back when you surrender
(evil laugh)
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Biology (Sanity) : inspired by Biology class, and the annoying fucks in it. I wrote this song on the bus however. when people were arguing about gay rights, but i switched it around to fit bio class
Needing sanity
people here dont give a damn
they are so dumb
can't they hear themselves?
just me and my music again
i need some sanity
some celebrity fame
the sane life's too far
the crazy is closing in around me
sanity
sanity
i need sanity
craving sanity
wanting
needing
craving
yerning for sanity
people need to think
need to listen to what they are saying
there's pain in their words
music save me
sanity sanity
needing sanity
an uproar in biology
more people with painful words
thank god
sanity is near
gunna get the duck tape
people need to shut the fuck up
really irking me
im out
im free
the bells of freedom ring
(let freedom ring)
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Dreamland (I'm Not Really Here) : inspired by my constant zoning out and disappearing to my fantasy world
People rushing by
rushing by
over and over
same minless motions
i sit here and observe
my mind drifting off
i see you
i can barely hear you
wait..... i cannot hear you
Pre Chorus:
locked away
locked away
in my own
little dreamland
Chorus:
Please leave a message
in my notebook
i'm not really here
i'm not really here
everything is a wonderful
dreamland
reality is too harsh
it's scared me off
i've protected myself
stone cold on the outside
hardened by years of pain and disappointment
Pre Chorus:
locked away
locked away
in my own
little dreamland
Chorus:
Please leave a message
in my notebook
i'm not really here
i'm not really here
everything is a wonderful
dreamland
(spoken softly)
freedom can be found
where you need it
(DITD in the background with the line find your freedom in the music echoing)
it'll never leave your soul
retreat to your dreamland
live in half reality half fantasy
(music builds)
i've locked myself
and my heart away
in my dreamland
you see me,
but you never see all of me
the sacred protect
angels from hell's fire
please leave a message in my notebook
i've gone into hiding
into my dreamland
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Twisted Hearts : inspired by the confusion everyone goes through of trying to read the person they love, to see if that person loves them back.
you said i love you
but i think i love someone else
don't know what to think
don't know how to act
you've shaken up my world
yet again
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
baby give me an answer
was it true?
do you still?
i hate this feeling
i have another girl
but you've fucked me up again
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
i hope you
were serious
i dont like to
be toyed with
you better run
before my heart figures out
what you have done
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
---------------------------------------------------
Depression : inspired by my depression spells i had this past year.
i hate you
but i feel lost without you
without you i fall to pieces
i want u back
i feel a tad narcissistic
gotta get out of here
Pre Chorus:
i dont know
why i can't chose
between you and happiness
please don't let me go
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
i can feel you
can you hear me?
i'm sorry
why do i need you?
call the therapist
Pre Chorus:
i dont know
why i can't chose
between you and happiness
please don't let me go
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
i want to create my happiness
i want to have my life back
i'm such a sad case
maybe i should see a therapist
i don't see how it would help this though
Pre Chorus:
i dont know
why i can't chose
between you and happiness
please don't let me go
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
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Fuck Off : written in biology, inspired by bitches that really need to keep quiet
Can't you see
i wanna be left alone?
stop messing with me
stop messing with my friends
bitch better step back
shits gunna fly
grab an umbrella
Pre Chorus:
It's comming to a boil
the whistles gunna blow
i'm angry as hell
can't you take the hint?
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
i'm tired
worn out
your just making
things worse
no one gives a shit
about your shit
you'll be homeless one day
i'll be sitting in a corporate office
getting my dick sucked
by the blonde sitting outside the door
Pre Chorus:
It's comming to a boil
the whistles gunna blow
i'm angry as hell
can't you take the hint?
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
oh so sorry you can't think
of a comeback
your a dick blower
not a shade thrower
go back to your corner whore
no one wants to hear you
Pre Chorus:
It's comming to a boil
the whistles gunna blow
i'm angry as hell
can't you take the hint?
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
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Blood On The Cross (Jesus Loves Me) : inspired by church and the bible, being a lie
(spoken)
deep within
our religious hearts
a soul lives
telling us to revolt
some listen and become
that satanistic blood on the cross
(sung)
they say he died for our sins
that he loves us so much
yet we are not worthy of the crumbs
under his holy table
Pre Chorus:
this doesn;t make sense
is this book just a lie/
i may be a holy fool
but somethings just not adding up
Chorus:
i dont care anymore
my heart is right
that book is wrong
Jesus loves me this i know
for the Blood on the cross
tells me so
little gays to him he loves
the books is wrong
blood never lies
and there's blood on the cross
(spoken)
im sorry for offending thee
please forgive my sins
if i have any
is it a sin to love?
that's alot of people going to hell
let's make is a party
(sung)
rising up on that cloud
those golden gates not far
oh wait, it's the golden gate bridge
im back to earth?
no.... no... im being
dragged to the depth of hell
Pre Chorus:
this doesn;t make sense
is this book just a lie/
i may be a holy fool
but somethings just not adding up
Chorus:
i dont care anymore
my heart is right
that book is wrong
Jesus loves me this i know
for the Blood on the cross
tells me so
little gays to him he loves
the books is wrong
blood never lies
and there's blood on the cross
blood...... on....... the...... cross...
its not satanistic
baby its holy
holier then holy water
see my point?
blood on the cross
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Dark Angel : this song is biographical. it's in a sense a way of me discovering why im such a bitch towards men.
(whisper)
Do you believe in angels?
Do you believe i am missing from heaven?
Don't look at me like that
you will never have me
I see you walking down the street
your eyes cannot stop staring me down
i have you under
my heartbreaker, homewrecker spell
Pre Chorus:
you see an angel
I see darkness
i'm one of the bad ones
sent by satan
to steal your love
and seek revenge
Chorus:
i'm a dark angel
dark angel
dark angel
i live in the heat of hell
but heavens cool turns me on
can you see my horns?
my eyes watch yours
coming over to my side of the street
you're trying so hard to get me
but i'm sorry honey i'm not into that
Pre Chorus:
you see an angel
I see darkness
i'm one of the bad ones
sent by satan
to steal your love
and seek revenge
Chorus:
i'm a dark angel
dark angel
dark angel
i live in the heat of hell
but heavens cool turns me on
can you see my horns?
i'd rather burn in hell
then be near you
i don't know why i feel like this
i only dance in the dark
you like the light
we cannot be
oh
oh
oh
oh
oh
Pre Chorus:
you see an angel
I see darkness
i'm one of the bad ones
sent by satan
to steal your love
and seek revenge
Chorus:
i'm a dark angel
dark angel
dark angel
i live in the heat of hell
but heavens cool turns me on
can you see my horns?
i'm a dark angel -el -el -el
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thats all for today. part 2 coming tomorrow!
The Cold War : inspired by true events that happened here on this forum.
its supposed to be like a rap. like paper gangsta
you all sit there
like your mother fucking Russia
ready to destroy us
with the click of a computer mouse
press of the send button
nukes flying all over
the fucking place
open up a website
boom
you've been bombed
keep your soldiers under control
they r crossing our borders
harassing our citizens
i;m the commander in chief
back the fuck up
you're gunna get burned
Chorus:
stay away from us
and we'll stay away from you
this is our very last stand
this is the cold war
oops look like
today we won
your soldiers of hate
have fallen
my soldiers of shade
still flyin'
when you gunna learn boy?
you fuck with fire
you gunna get burned
don't be an angel
take off your fucking halo
everyone can see your devil horns
holding up that golden ring
Chorus:
stay away from us
and we'll stay away from you
this is our very last stand
this is the cold war
better grab a jacket
whistles blowing
flashes in the air
is that lighting?
i dont think so
oh so sorry, but you look a little fried
i'll come back when you surrender
(evil laugh)
-------------------------------------------
Biology (Sanity) : inspired by Biology class, and the annoying fucks in it. I wrote this song on the bus however. when people were arguing about gay rights, but i switched it around to fit bio class
Needing sanity
people here dont give a damn
they are so dumb
can't they hear themselves?
just me and my music again
i need some sanity
some celebrity fame
the sane life's too far
the crazy is closing in around me
sanity
sanity
i need sanity
craving sanity
wanting
needing
craving
yerning for sanity
people need to think
need to listen to what they are saying
there's pain in their words
music save me
sanity sanity
needing sanity
an uproar in biology
more people with painful words
thank god
sanity is near
gunna get the duck tape
people need to shut the fuck up
really irking me
im out
im free
the bells of freedom ring
(let freedom ring)
----------------------------------------
Dreamland (I'm Not Really Here) : inspired by my constant zoning out and disappearing to my fantasy world
People rushing by
rushing by
over and over
same minless motions
i sit here and observe
my mind drifting off
i see you
i can barely hear you
wait..... i cannot hear you
Pre Chorus:
locked away
locked away
in my own
little dreamland
Chorus:
Please leave a message
in my notebook
i'm not really here
i'm not really here
everything is a wonderful
dreamland
reality is too harsh
it's scared me off
i've protected myself
stone cold on the outside
hardened by years of pain and disappointment
Pre Chorus:
locked away
locked away
in my own
little dreamland
Chorus:
Please leave a message
in my notebook
i'm not really here
i'm not really here
everything is a wonderful
dreamland
(spoken softly)
freedom can be found
where you need it
(DITD in the background with the line find your freedom in the music echoing)
it'll never leave your soul
retreat to your dreamland
live in half reality half fantasy
(music builds)
i've locked myself
and my heart away
in my dreamland
you see me,
but you never see all of me
the sacred protect
angels from hell's fire
please leave a message in my notebook
i've gone into hiding
into my dreamland
-----------------------------------------
Twisted Hearts : inspired by the confusion everyone goes through of trying to read the person they love, to see if that person loves them back.
you said i love you
but i think i love someone else
don't know what to think
don't know how to act
you've shaken up my world
yet again
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
baby give me an answer
was it true?
do you still?
i hate this feeling
i have another girl
but you've fucked me up again
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
i hope you
were serious
i dont like to
be toyed with
you better run
before my heart figures out
what you have done
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
Chorus:
I have a confession
I think i still love you
but i'm not quite sure
you've twisted my heart
twisted hearts don't last very long
twisted hearts don't like to sing a song
twisted hearts are colder then stone
Pre chorus:
baby can't you see
i love you still
but was that just
the drugs talking?
---------------------------------------------------
Depression : inspired by my depression spells i had this past year.
i hate you
but i feel lost without you
without you i fall to pieces
i want u back
i feel a tad narcissistic
gotta get out of here
Pre Chorus:
i dont know
why i can't chose
between you and happiness
please don't let me go
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
i can feel you
can you hear me?
i'm sorry
why do i need you?
call the therapist
Pre Chorus:
i dont know
why i can't chose
between you and happiness
please don't let me go
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
i want to create my happiness
i want to have my life back
i'm such a sad case
maybe i should see a therapist
i don't see how it would help this though
Pre Chorus:
i dont know
why i can't chose
between you and happiness
please don't let me go
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
Chorus:
depression hello
i feel you under my skin
lingering there
can you come out
and write today
i need to get this out
off my chest
depression
depression
i need you
--------------------------------------
Fuck Off : written in biology, inspired by bitches that really need to keep quiet
Can't you see
i wanna be left alone?
stop messing with me
stop messing with my friends
bitch better step back
shits gunna fly
grab an umbrella
Pre Chorus:
It's comming to a boil
the whistles gunna blow
i'm angry as hell
can't you take the hint?
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
i'm tired
worn out
your just making
things worse
no one gives a shit
about your shit
you'll be homeless one day
i'll be sitting in a corporate office
getting my dick sucked
by the blonde sitting outside the door
Pre Chorus:
It's comming to a boil
the whistles gunna blow
i'm angry as hell
can't you take the hint?
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
oh so sorry you can't think
of a comeback
your a dick blower
not a shade thrower
go back to your corner whore
no one wants to hear you
Pre Chorus:
It's comming to a boil
the whistles gunna blow
i'm angry as hell
can't you take the hint?
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
Chorus:
fuck off!
no one likes you
fuck off!
go home bastard
fuck off!
i better not see you again
fuck off!
----------------------------------------
Blood On The Cross (Jesus Loves Me) : inspired by church and the bible, being a lie
(spoken)
deep within
our religious hearts
a soul lives
telling us to revolt
some listen and become
that satanistic blood on the cross
(sung)
they say he died for our sins
that he loves us so much
yet we are not worthy of the crumbs
under his holy table
Pre Chorus:
this doesn;t make sense
is this book just a lie/
i may be a holy fool
but somethings just not adding up
Chorus:
i dont care anymore
my heart is right
that book is wrong
Jesus loves me this i know
for the Blood on the cross
tells me so
little gays to him he loves
the books is wrong
blood never lies
and there's blood on the cross
(spoken)
im sorry for offending thee
please forgive my sins
if i have any
is it a sin to love?
that's alot of people going to hell
let's make is a party
(sung)
rising up on that cloud
those golden gates not far
oh wait, it's the golden gate bridge
im back to earth?
no.... no... im being
dragged to the depth of hell
Pre Chorus:
this doesn;t make sense
is this book just a lie/
i may be a holy fool
but somethings just not adding up
Chorus:
i dont care anymore
my heart is right
that book is wrong
Jesus loves me this i know
for the Blood on the cross
tells me so
little gays to him he loves
the books is wrong
blood never lies
and there's blood on the cross
blood...... on....... the...... cross...
its not satanistic
baby its holy
holier then holy water
see my point?
blood on the cross
------------------------------------
Dark Angel : this song is biographical. it's in a sense a way of me discovering why im such a bitch towards men.
(whisper)
Do you believe in angels?
Do you believe i am missing from heaven?
Don't look at me like that
you will never have me
I see you walking down the street
your eyes cannot stop staring me down
i have you under
my heartbreaker, homewrecker spell
Pre Chorus:
you see an angel
I see darkness
i'm one of the bad ones
sent by satan
to steal your love
and seek revenge
Chorus:
i'm a dark angel
dark angel
dark angel
i live in the heat of hell
but heavens cool turns me on
can you see my horns?
my eyes watch yours
coming over to my side of the street
you're trying so hard to get me
but i'm sorry honey i'm not into that
Pre Chorus:
you see an angel
I see darkness
i'm one of the bad ones
sent by satan
to steal your love
and seek revenge
Chorus:
i'm a dark angel
dark angel
dark angel
i live in the heat of hell
but heavens cool turns me on
can you see my horns?
i'd rather burn in hell
then be near you
i don't know why i feel like this
i only dance in the dark
you like the light
we cannot be
oh
oh
oh
oh
oh
Pre Chorus:
you see an angel
I see darkness
i'm one of the bad ones
sent by satan
to steal your love
and seek revenge
Chorus:
i'm a dark angel
dark angel
dark angel
i live in the heat of hell
but heavens cool turns me on
can you see my horns?
i'm a dark angel -el -el -el
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thats all for today. part 2 coming tomorrow!