I just returned home from such a brilliant night out in Downtown NY with Ginger & Posh , We drunk so much and kissed a few guys! I cant deny the fact that I was drunk because I was heavily intoxicated in my drunken liquor. My hair still was perfect after the long night that had just finished. I fumbled in my hand-bag for the front door key whilst still trying to stand up. Bypassing the condoms , lipstick and cell phone I finally found them! As I creaked the door open I all most died. My mother was standing in front of me with a scissors in her hand and at her knees was a stool. I remembered her saying to me sternly to sit. Since I was only at a young age I did as I was told , like the good Catholic girl that I was. She grabbed my hard in temper and began to chop my pride..... my freedom ..... my resemblance .... my identity ..... my hair. Alarmed at this I sobered up quickly enough to make sense to ask her why she was stripping me of my being. Her reply ... "Your too ethnic". My rage built... I ran up the stairs as quickly as I could she bellowed at me to get down and return to my post but her reply from me was abrupt... "Why can't I be who I want to be?" Behind my tears I managed to get it out... I slammed my door and slept in my cloths. Next morning I awoke and was instantly inspired to start writing. Whilst I was busy writing my phone started buzzing. It was a message from Ginger!It said
"Hey babe , xxx AH-MAH-ZHING night last night ,
R U Cuming 2 the dance at Rock City on Friday night ?
Text me later babe , g2g to tish theater now xxxx love you babe <3 "
This dance was my ticket to get something big out of my music, I heard someone from a record company goes there every Friday but mom wouldn't let me there with friends because it was such an "adult" club , but I am going to put some raccoon or red highlights in my hair and all my friends will think im dynamite! I just wanna be free for once , I just wanna be me. My stomach was growling and mom had breakfast ready , Should I go down and apologize ? .... I decided to. I made my way down stairs and explained to mom about how we only wanted one or two drinks but this cute guy at the end of the bar said I looked hot and my hair was so nice! So he bought us whiskey , after much discussion I was able to go to Rock City for the dance and hopefully to impress someone! But first I needed to say something to mom and dad....
Mom .... Dad .... Im not your good Catholic girl , I AM normal and I hope you will love me forever but if you dont accept me for who I am it cant be helped. Im Bisexual and I am proud .... To my surprise mom took it well but...............dad got up and left........... He had a problem with this ... I shouted after him , I just want you to love me for who I am .... He didn't care. I HAD to go get ready
My hair was done up and I looked H-O-T , Ginger and Posh arrived in the car to pick me up and go down we got a tip off that a BIG name had arrived at Rock City , I arrived and sung my song Hair .... This guy strolled up to me and told me , I can make you free and I can make you very famous .... whats your name ... I told him , but questioned him about his name , " My name ? , Well , Call me Rob baby , Call me Rob . F , I am your new manager so here take this " He wrote an address for me to be at at 4.pm ..... This was it ,I'm gunna be as free as my hair <3
HAIR MASH UP
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"Hey babe , xxx AH-MAH-ZHING night last night ,
R U Cuming 2 the dance at Rock City on Friday night ?
Text me later babe , g2g to tish theater now xxxx love you babe <3 "
This dance was my ticket to get something big out of my music, I heard someone from a record company goes there every Friday but mom wouldn't let me there with friends because it was such an "adult" club , but I am going to put some raccoon or red highlights in my hair and all my friends will think im dynamite! I just wanna be free for once , I just wanna be me. My stomach was growling and mom had breakfast ready , Should I go down and apologize ? .... I decided to. I made my way down stairs and explained to mom about how we only wanted one or two drinks but this cute guy at the end of the bar said I looked hot and my hair was so nice! So he bought us whiskey , after much discussion I was able to go to Rock City for the dance and hopefully to impress someone! But first I needed to say something to mom and dad....
Mom .... Dad .... Im not your good Catholic girl , I AM normal and I hope you will love me forever but if you dont accept me for who I am it cant be helped. Im Bisexual and I am proud .... To my surprise mom took it well but...............dad got up and left........... He had a problem with this ... I shouted after him , I just want you to love me for who I am .... He didn't care. I HAD to go get ready
My hair was done up and I looked H-O-T , Ginger and Posh arrived in the car to pick me up and go down we got a tip off that a BIG name had arrived at Rock City , I arrived and sung my song Hair .... This guy strolled up to me and told me , I can make you free and I can make you very famous .... whats your name ... I told him , but questioned him about his name , " My name ? , Well , Call me Rob baby , Call me Rob . F , I am your new manager so here take this " He wrote an address for me to be at at 4.pm ..... This was it ,I'm gunna be as free as my hair <3
HAIR MASH UP
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