So Happy I Could Die

Would you like to react to this message? Create an account in a few clicks or log in to continue.

5 posters

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    PrincessOfMischief
    PrincessOfMischief
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 5634

    Location : Asgard

    Bio : Sold my soul to a man in a golden helmet and green

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by PrincessOfMischief 3/28/2012, 5:20 pm

    so heres my first album!

    1.) Future Hookers

    Mother put me in a dress
    Auntie put me in a mini skirt
    grand-mom put me in a tank top
    father didn't approve
    Mother gave me heels
    Grand-mom did my hair
    Father shook his head

    this was me when i was 5...

    Daddy said honey don't do this to our little girl
    mother saw nothing wrong
    no surprise why i turned out like this
    no steady love
    just lust and money
    all because mother made me a
    future hooker

    I hit high school and my sister hit middle school
    i saw my past reflected in her
    mother dressed her up like she did me
    father was about to go insane
    grandmother said it was just a phase
    auntie gave us more makeup and leather

    this was 10 years later

    no surprise why i turned put like this
    my sister scarily following in my footsteps
    no steady love for this tag team of sisters
    just lust and money
    all because mother made us
    future hookers

    i'm out of college
    my sister's just entering
    she's off on her own
    i got my best friend involved
    father cut me off
    mother said he was too harsh
    sis is changing her ways
    i'm proud of her
    the pay is good
    but i feel forever alone

    this was 5 years later...

    no surprise why i turned out like this
    got someone else involved
    sis is growing up
    no steady love for me
    just lust and money
    all because mother made me a
    future hooker

    no i'm in legal trouble
    tax debt up to my ass
    police can suck my dick
    cause i did their sons last night
    nothing going right
    i'm facing five years in jail

    this is now

    no surprised here
    got in trouble
    debt is fucked
    no steady love to ground me
    just lust, money, and warrants
    all because mother made me a
    future hooker

    hooker
    (echo 5 times)

    (whispers)
    i just want some steady love


    2.) Headache

    Starts out like nothing is wrong
    Someone says something that starts the fire
    Blazing through your jungle of thoughts
    Pounding like a heartbeat
    Sizzled out like ice on a stove
    Every word 5x louder
    Waves of sickness
    Coming in with the tide
    Of the Headache you are

    Pre-chorus
    Boom boom boom
    growing lager
    Boom boom boom
    world starts spinning
    boom boom... bang!
    explosion...

    Chorus
    Get out of my world
    Stop causing me this pain
    your a good for nothing son of a bitch
    please go
    stop being my headache

    Pop some pills
    And lay down for a while
    I hope you'll leave when i wake up
    Starting to drift off,
    Then like the knock at the door,
    You come flooding back into my mind.

    Pre-chorus
    Boom boom boom
    growing lager
    Boom boom boom
    world starts spinning
    boom boom... bang!
    explosion...

    Chorus
    Get out of my world
    Stop causing me this pain
    your a good for nothing son of a bitch
    please go
    stop being my headache

    They say time heals all wounds
    but not these
    the scars you left me
    Have yet to heal
    You destroyed my confidence
    you fucked with me life
    you made me go crazy
    but your still in my head

    Pre-chorus
    Boom boom boom
    growing lager
    Boom boom boom
    world starts spinning
    boom boom... bang!
    explosion...

    Chorus
    Get out of my world
    Stop causing me this pain
    your a good for nothing son of a bitch
    please go
    stop being my headache

    boom....
    boom....
    boom....


    3.) Betrayal

    You say you are my best friend,
    Yet you leave me out of everything
    What did i do wrong?
    Why should i go?

    Pre Chorus
    Please tell me
    Stop being sucha bitch
    single minded whore

    Chorus
    You're leaving scars
    Where no one can see
    You have no clue what you are doing
    You cold hearted monster
    Yes i know it takes one to know one,
    Welcome to my world
    of Betrayal

    Sometimes i wonder when if when im gone
    What you will do
    Will you laugh?
    will you cry?
    will you not care?
    some days i wish you knew

    Pre Chorus
    Please tell me
    Stop being sucha bitch
    single minded whore

    Chorus
    You're leaving scars
    Where no one can see
    You have no clue what you are doing
    You cold hearted monster
    Yes i know it takes one to know one,
    Welcome to my world
    of Betrayal

    You treat me like your hooker
    using me only when you need me
    then getting angry
    if things don't go your way
    Just shut up and stop
    Karma will get its turn

    you can't play this poker face anymore
    i see straight through that shit
    why should i believe you?
    your turning me clinical
    i cant trust any more

    Pre Chorus
    Please tell me
    Stop being sucha bitch
    single minded whore

    Chorus
    You're leaving scars
    Where no one can see
    You have no clue what you are doing
    You cold hearted monster
    Yes i know it takes one to know one,
    Welcome to my world
    of Betrayal
    You're leaving scars
    Where no one can see
    You have no clue what you are doing
    You cold hearted monster
    Yes i know it takes one to know one,
    Welcome to my world
    of Betrayal
    (over lap prechours during the 2nd run of the chorus)

    4.) Dear Judas

    Dear memories,
    do you remember that person
    that goes around
    breaking hearts
    causing pain
    making people insane?
    I do. I remember

    Pre chorus
    Sometimes ill never forget
    Sometimes i want to scream
    sometimes i ler it all go
    just to have it come back
    with one look

    Chorus
    Dear Judas, Do you know what you have done?
    Dear Judas, Do you see the scars you have made?
    Dear Judas, Do you understand me?
    Dear Judas, Do you feel guilty?
    Dear Judas, I want my heart back.

    Some where along the way
    my angels saved me from you
    They said dont do this
    we're here now
    It's going to be ok
    I am forever indebted to them
    You cant understand
    Because of you
    i almost lost it

    Pre chorus
    Sometimes ill never forget
    Sometimes i want to scream
    sometimes i ler it all go
    just to have it come back
    with one look

    Chorus
    Dear Judas, Do you know what you have done?
    Dear Judas, Do you see the scars you have made?
    Dear Judas, Do you understand me?
    Dear Judas, Do you feel guilty?
    Dear Judas, I want my heart back.

    my angels told me to let you go
    my heart still clinging to you
    I've moved on twice,
    why can't i let you go?
    please leave me
    you left me in hell
    isnt that good enough?
    you had to come too?

    Pre chorus
    Sometimes ill never forget
    Sometimes i want to scream
    sometimes i ler it all go
    just to have it come back
    with one look

    Chorus
    Dear Judas, Do you know what you have done?
    Dear Judas, Do you see the scars you have made?
    Dear Judas, Do you understand me?
    Dear Judas, Do you feel guilty?
    Dear Judas, I want my heart back.

    You make me sink into my darkness
    angels still try to pull me out of your quicksand
    i slip out of their grip further into hell
    when can i let you go?
    dont ever say my name again

    Pre chorus
    Sometimes ill never forget
    Sometimes i want to scream
    sometimes i ler it all go
    just to have it come back
    with one look

    Chorus
    Dear Judas, Do you know what you have done?
    Dear Judas, Do you see the scars you have made?
    Dear Judas, Do you understand me?
    Dear Judas, Do you feel guilty?
    Dear Judas, I want my heart back.

    (repeat both and over lap them)


    5.) Tar and Glitter

    I see you smile and my heart rains glitter
    i see you sad and my heart glows blue
    I see you angry and my heart grows darker
    i see you turn evil and my heart rains tar

    pre chorus
    layer on layer
    my heart is covered in
    tar and glitter
    some layers thicker then others
    some layers so thin you cant see them

    Chorus
    what will happen when the shell around my heart breaks?
    What will be under it?
    pure and holy angels?
    or Satan himself?
    my heart beats with the beat of the music
    sometimes im scared it'll break my shell

    I see the cracks in your heart written on your face
    it's as though you have nothing to hide
    but they are destroying your poker face
    you see something to make the tar fall on
    the fresh glitter
    you angels screaming
    Satan laughing
    what's going to save you?


    pre chorus
    layer on layer
    my heart is covered in
    tar and glitter
    some layers thicker then others
    some layers so thin you cant see them

    Chorus
    what will happen when the shell around my heart breaks?
    What will be under it?
    pure and holy angels?
    or Satan himself?
    my heart beats with the beat of the music
    sometimes im scared it'll break my shell

    you have no love for yourself
    how can you love her?
    when you dont love you?
    start to love yourself
    she cant take care of her own
    let it all go
    stop this dizzy dance


    pre chorus
    layer on layer
    my heart is covered in
    tar and glitter
    some layers thicker then others
    some layers so thin you cant see them

    Chorus
    what will happen when the shell around my heart breaks?
    What will be under it?
    pure and holy angels?
    or Satan himself?
    my heart beats with the beat of the music
    sometimes im scared it'll break my shell

    your acting like a bloody mary
    cant you see how many people love you?
    stop crying for them
    your shells breaking
    fix it before it releases
    your angels or Satan

    She came to you in a dream in a dream and said
    "when your gone i'll still be bloody mary"
    you don't have to do her job
    she'll live on forever
    in your heart
    she's under your shell of tar and glitter

    turn the music up
    let your shell scrack
    set her free
    release her from her jail
    under that tar and glitter


    6.) No Regrets

    Slap you in the face
    get into a fight
    raging all the way to the police station
    I won't forgive you this time

    Pre chorus
    Nothing I've never done
    has made me feel guilty
    you aren't gonna be the first to go there
    I'm colder then stone
    I will never regret my decisions
    no regrets the crowd shouts
    I regret nothing
    no regrets
    no regrets
    no regrets

    Chorus
    No looking back now
    i've made my choice
    im out for revenge
    look out cause i'm coming for ya
    I don't regret my past
    but i hope you do
    cause there won't be much left
    after im done with you

    I've got friends in high places
    i wont get in trouble this time
    your entering hell
    Im leaving
    i told you only the truly evil go to hell
    you were so sure you were going to see me there
    better luck next time


    Pre chorus
    Nothing I've never done
    has made me feel guilty
    you aren't gonna be the first to go there
    I'm colder then stone
    I will never regret my decisions
    no regrets the crowd shouts
    I regret nothing
    no regrets
    no regrets
    no regrets

    Chorus
    No looking back now
    i've made my choice
    im out for revenge
    look out cause i'm coming for ya
    I don't regret my past
    but i hope you do
    cause there won't be much left
    after im done with you

    I used to live for you
    then i changed my mind
    i saw the devil in you
    i got scared and ran
    i ran like nothing could hold me back
    then i thought you ere gone
    guess i was wrong


    Pre chorus
    Nothing I've never done
    has made me feel guilty
    you aren't gonna be the first to go there
    I'm colder then stone
    I will never regret my decisions
    no regrets the crowd shouts
    I regret nothing
    no regrets
    no regrets
    no regrets

    Chorus
    No looking back now
    i've made my choice
    im out for revenge
    look out cause i'm coming for ya
    I don't regret my past
    but i hope you do
    cause there won't be much left
    after im done with you

    (repeat last line twice)

    no regrets
    no regrets
    no regrets
    the crowd shouts

    7.) Desire


    My hearts desire is to be with you
    to love you
    to hold you
    to call you mine
    to have you here next to me
    please say you want the same

    dont think
    just act
    follow your heart
    listen to what it's telling you
    what does it say?
    does it want the same?

    i think it does
    it's written on your face
    you say you want to be free
    there's no reason why you can't be
    we can be free together

    pre chorus
    Just say yes follow your heart
    set your darkness free
    step into the light with me will you take my hand and jump with me?

    Chorus
    My hearts desire is to be with you
    to love you
    to hold you
    to call you mine
    to have you here next to me
    please say you want the same

    We car run,
    run and run
    until we find wut we r running from
    set your soul free
    take my hand
    dont be scared
    i wont let you fall

    we can travel the world
    see Paris, London, Sydney, LA
    will you sacrifice your darkness?
    the lights just up ahead
    take my hand

    pre chorus
    Just say yes follow your heart
    set your darkness free
    step into the light with me will you take my hand and jump with me?

    Chorus
    My hearts desire is to be with you
    to love you
    to hold you
    to call you mine
    to have you here next to me
    please say you want the same

    Desire taking over
    desire controlling your emotion
    your hearts desire is coming true
    admit it and follow me
    don' be afraid to let yourself go

    pre chorus
    Just say yes follow your heart
    set your darkness free
    step into the light with me will you take my hand and jump with me?

    Chorus
    My hearts desire is to be with you
    to love you
    to hold you
    to call you mine
    to have you here next to me
    please say you want the same

    (reapeat last line 2x and make it sound like a beg)


    8.) Supermodel

    You see that pain written on her face,
    you wonder why she hates herself
    all you see is beauty
    you want to make her smile

    grab that sunshine
    shine it on the one you love
    make her see the beauty
    she has within
    have her break her shell
    setting the angel within free

    Pre chorus
    You see that pain written on her face,
    you wonder why she hates herself
    all you see is beauty
    you want to make her smile

    Chorus
    She's not the prettiest to everyone
    she's not the skinniest to everyone
    but to you she's your super model
    walking down her runway of life
    working it like she owns the world
    letting her inner angel out
    you see her smile

    Years of pain and sorrow
    scar her heart
    you could wipe it away all
    in one night
    make her forget
    make her free
    you only have on shot

    Pre chorus
    You see that pain written on her face,
    you wonder why she hates herself
    all you see is beauty
    you want to make her smile

    Chorus
    She's not the prettiest to everyone
    she's not the skinniest to everyone
    but to you she's your super model
    walking down her runway of life
    working it like she owns the world
    letting her inner angel out
    you see her smile

    She doesn't want risk
    she doesn't want to be something she's not
    but you know in your heart
    she belongs to you
    push her to her limits
    make her see the truth

    Pre chorus
    You see that pain written on her face,
    you wonder why she hates herself
    all you see is beauty
    you want to make her smile

    Chorus
    She's not the prettiest to everyone
    she's not the skinniest to everyone
    but to you she's your super model
    walking down her runway of life
    working it like she owns the world
    letting her inner angel out
    you see her smile

    Take her out dancing
    Under the navy blue sky
    starts sparkling above
    show her the wonder in one night
    tell her ti set her angel free
    play her favorite song
    show her you care
    even when no one else does

    Pre chorus
    You see that pain written on her face,
    you wonder why she hates herself
    all you see is beauty
    you want to make her smile

    Chorus
    She's not the prettiest to everyone
    she's not the skinniest to everyone
    but to you she's your super model
    walking down her runway of life
    working it like she owns the world
    letting her inner angel out
    you see her smile

    (fade out)

    9.) Celebrate the Stars

    What do you see at night?
    City skylines?
    country roads?
    with navy blue skies
    as big as texas
    with stars that shine
    like diamonds?

    pre chorus
    When the lights go out
    what will you do?
    Sit at home and call your best friend?
    Start the night shift?
    tuck you kids into bed?

    Chorus
    Grab you family
    go find a wide open sky
    and dance the night away
    Celebrate the Stars
    escape the city for a bit
    find a country side hill
    set up a tent
    and Celebrate the Stars

    Grab the drinks
    get the kids
    fuck the school nights
    nights like this onle happen once
    set fireworks off on the beach
    dont need the law to tell us how to party!

    pre chorus
    When the lights go out
    what will you do?
    Sit at home and call your best friend?
    Start the night shift?
    tuck you kids into bed?

    Chorus
    Grab you family
    go find a wide open sky
    and dance the night away
    Celebrate the Stars
    escape the city for a bit
    find a country side hill
    set up a tent
    and Celebrate the Stars

    East Coasts got the fireworks
    the bells of freedom ringing
    The midwest's got the corn fields rocking
    farmers in trucks singing their hearts out
    the west coasts got a full blown hollywood ball
    celeberties drinking and dancing the night away
    the country's rocking now

    pre chorus
    When the lights go out
    what will you do?
    Sit at home and call your best friend?
    Start the night shift?
    tuck you kids into bed?

    Chorus
    Grab you family
    go find a wide open sky
    and dance the night away
    Celebrate the Stars
    escape the city for a bit
    find a country side hill
    set up a tent
    and Celebrate the Stars

    Spreading around the world
    faster then a wild fire
    everyone so ready to lose
    their winter blues
    Mexico's got the fiestas
    Japan's got the techno blaring
    Australia's got the coral reef jamming
    to the song the world has been
    dieing to sing

    pre chorus
    When the lights go out
    what will you do?
    Sit at home and call your best friend?
    Start the night shift?
    tuck you kids into bed?

    Chorus
    Grab you family
    go find a wide open sky
    and dance the night away
    Celebrate the Stars
    escape the city for a bit
    find a country side hill
    set up a tent
    and Celebrate the Stars
    (reapeat and echo the last line 2x)
    (fade out)


    SO THERE IT IS! ITS ALL DONE! wutchall think of it?
    Cool Nebraska Guy
    Cool Nebraska Guy
    Administrator
    Administrator


    Member Since : 2011-07-28

    Posts : 2985

    Location : The Slums of Nebraska

    Bio : I'm fun.

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Cool Nebraska Guy 3/28/2012, 5:42 pm

    It's all great and really well written! :)
    PrincessOfMischief
    PrincessOfMischief
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 5634

    Location : Asgard

    Bio : Sold my soul to a man in a golden helmet and green

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by PrincessOfMischief 3/28/2012, 6:07 pm

    awwww ty! it feels good to get that off my chest. especially Betrayal -_-
    Mikal
    Mikal
    Administrator
    Administrator


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 7413

    Location : Pittsburgh

    Bio : My life is a play.

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Mikal 3/28/2012, 6:21 pm

    Headache & Betrayal *-* ♥
    avatar
    psychoticmusichead
    Little Monster
    Little Monster


    Member Since : 2011-08-13

    Posts : 1471

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by psychoticmusichead 3/28/2012, 6:27 pm

    Aw this was an amazing album! :D <3 My favorites are Supermodel (that one was really adorable), Tar & Glitter, Dear Judas, No Regrets, and Celebrate The Stars. Very well written and loaded with creativity. :) You have your own sense of writing style and it's unique. The messages in each song were fantastic. I loved it :) Thanks for sharing it with us! :D
    PrincessOfMischief
    PrincessOfMischief
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 5634

    Location : Asgard

    Bio : Sold my soul to a man in a golden helmet and green

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by PrincessOfMischief 3/28/2012, 6:42 pm

    awwww ty guys! :D
    my fav is celebrate the stars, but i love the rage in no regrets!
    the most autobiographical (*gaga word*) is tar and glitter
    Pop Ate My Hearts
    Pop Ate My Hearts
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 3835

    Location : The Monster Pit

    Bio : If Gaga is poison for our minds, then inject me.

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Pop Ate My Hearts 3/29/2012, 1:27 am

    What
    did
    I
    read

    O_O

    Amazing
    Bravo ;D
    PrincessOfMischief
    PrincessOfMischief
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 5634

    Location : Asgard

    Bio : Sold my soul to a man in a golden helmet and green

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by PrincessOfMischief 3/29/2012, 4:34 pm

    awww thanks guys! this really means alot :D

    [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
    avatar
    psychoticmusichead
    Little Monster
    Little Monster


    Member Since : 2011-08-13

    Posts : 1471

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by psychoticmusichead 2/16/2013, 10:15 pm

    Mandi, you can bring Ginger Aspen back as well Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen 121196900
    Mikal
    Mikal
    Administrator
    Administrator


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 7413

    Location : Pittsburgh

    Bio : My life is a play.

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Mikal 2/17/2013, 1:14 am

    goooooorl this was my shit but this gives me the great idea of putting my album in spoilers whenever it comes Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen 3843154772
    Pop Ate My Hearts
    Pop Ate My Hearts
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 3835

    Location : The Monster Pit

    Bio : If Gaga is poison for our minds, then inject me.

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Pop Ate My Hearts 2/17/2013, 5:55 pm

    Still confused as to why the song is called Future Hookers.
    Mikal
    Mikal
    Administrator
    Administrator


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 7413

    Location : Pittsburgh

    Bio : My life is a play.

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Mikal 2/17/2013, 6:01 pm

    Cuz she's gonna be a hooker in the future. Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen 2023347961
    PrincessOfMischief
    PrincessOfMischief
    Icon
    Icon


    Member Since : 2011-08-11

    Posts : 5634

    Location : Asgard

    Bio : Sold my soul to a man in a golden helmet and green

    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by PrincessOfMischief 2/17/2013, 10:47 pm

    oh dear why did you bring this back? :twisted:

    but it was called future hooker cause from birth basically they were gunna be hookers? idk it was a piece of shit xD

    Sponsored content


    Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen Empty Re: Celebrate the Stars - Ginger Aspen

    Post by Sponsored content


      Current date/time is 5/11/2024, 10:02 pm