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by Neo Enigma 4/24/2013, 7:09 pmOk instead of the other flop I'll be doing 7 major issues surrounding us. I hope one of the 7 issues can connect with you <3
CHAPTER 1 - THE ANOX
I often zone into the conversations around me. Although in saying this, I have learned to make myself invisible. I have learned the art of making little or no one care about me or what happens to me or anything about me. It can be rough at times...but, It's the easiest way to get through the day.
*CLANG*
The bell to signal break just arrived. Great.. My favorite time of day. The crowds quickly filled with people rushing to their lockers so that they may fling their books in, grab their food and try and get the best seats before the lunch room filled. The smell of teen hormones and sweat was high. Sniffly noses and ratchet hair surrounded the hall. Clanging of lockers cluttered the sounds in the hall.
As I tried to get through the lines of people I just found myself getting bumped into and getting pushed around. Although, eventually I got to my locker. I turned my key and unlocked the cold and silver lock. Opened my locker, put in my books and took out a little see-through plastic bag with 3 blue pills in it.I made my way to the bathroom.
When I hit the bathroom I bee lined to a private cubicle. I took out my water bottle and popped my three pills. I was grateful of the little mirror in each cubicle. I waited a few minutes before the laxatives took effect. I always felt weak after them. I took a few minutes to regain my grasp on reality. As I stood face to face with my reflection and lifted my shirt. I couldn't bare to look at the sight of what was staring back at me. I was never going to be skinny enough. All the athletic people in the school were superior and I could never hold up against them. I stopped doing P.E because I felt embarrassed in the changing rooms. I knew their muscle built body would only dominate over the puny body I had. I returned to my locked and placed my bottle there, then made my way to the lunch room. ...Shit... No place to sit. I went to a random room, swiped a chair and attempted to bring up the chair to the lunch room....but...I.....reaching the .....stairs....fading....wh.......a....*collapses*
=LE END OF CHAPTER 1=
CHAPTER 1 - THE ANOX
I often zone into the conversations around me. Although in saying this, I have learned to make myself invisible. I have learned the art of making little or no one care about me or what happens to me or anything about me. It can be rough at times...but, It's the easiest way to get through the day.
*CLANG*
The bell to signal break just arrived. Great.. My favorite time of day. The crowds quickly filled with people rushing to their lockers so that they may fling their books in, grab their food and try and get the best seats before the lunch room filled. The smell of teen hormones and sweat was high. Sniffly noses and ratchet hair surrounded the hall. Clanging of lockers cluttered the sounds in the hall.
As I tried to get through the lines of people I just found myself getting bumped into and getting pushed around. Although, eventually I got to my locker. I turned my key and unlocked the cold and silver lock. Opened my locker, put in my books and took out a little see-through plastic bag with 3 blue pills in it.I made my way to the bathroom.
When I hit the bathroom I bee lined to a private cubicle. I took out my water bottle and popped my three pills. I was grateful of the little mirror in each cubicle. I waited a few minutes before the laxatives took effect. I always felt weak after them. I took a few minutes to regain my grasp on reality. As I stood face to face with my reflection and lifted my shirt. I couldn't bare to look at the sight of what was staring back at me. I was never going to be skinny enough. All the athletic people in the school were superior and I could never hold up against them. I stopped doing P.E because I felt embarrassed in the changing rooms. I knew their muscle built body would only dominate over the puny body I had. I returned to my locked and placed my bottle there, then made my way to the lunch room. ...Shit... No place to sit. I went to a random room, swiped a chair and attempted to bring up the chair to the lunch room....but...I.....reaching the .....stairs....fading....wh.......a....*collapses*
=LE END OF CHAPTER 1=
Last edited by Neo Enigma on 4/26/2013, 5:14 pm; edited 1 time in total
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