Sorry for being MIA everybody. I really have no good reason to have been. Just haven't been on. I'm gonna be on probably 1-2 times a day now, so look for me.
Friday-Monday without my laptop and all that gewd stuff ;-;
I'll be going to a retreat up in the middle of nowhere. I'm kind of looking forward to it. I mean, I talked to my Youth Group instructor about it and he said it's not all churchy stuff, so I was all "Thank god!" cuz I didn't want it to be some sort of church-getaway. I didn't want to meet a bunch of church-lovers/ignorant basics.
I'll miss you guys ;-;
PS. The middle of nowhere is right on the border of Canada.
Your daddy Calrop Is back and rady to snatch weaves.
I've been busy this months because of school and fucking school. and maybe i'll no be actually back since this is just christmas vacation. I'll be foruming around and take back my crown bitches. I hope I get it :lolwut:
And What's with the changes in the forum [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
I just wanted to apologize for not coming on a lot anymore.
I think just after this summer, I've been pushing away from everyone. I feel like I've lost it in a sense of mental control. I can't handle things anymore. I'm becoming more introvert every single day. I keep pushing away everyone...you guys, my friends at school...almost everybody. Like I remember over the summer when you guys would be like, "Come chat with us!" I just didn't have the mental energy to do so. Not like I didn't want to (I love you all), but you know? It's the feeling when you just don't want to talk. Don't...
1. Natural Disasters 2. Death of loved ones 3. Can't reach my dreams 4. Jesus. 5. Dolls, yah, they're scary. Mannequins.. 6. GHOSTS! 7. Future. 8. Failed in exams. 9. Mirrors. 10. The bathroom, at middle of the night, omg
i find my self sorting through wat i wanna do in 3 years. be the next fashion designer? Be the new weather girl? follow a storm arounf the midwest till a twister pops out? look for earthquakes and volcanos? run for president.
I will be making a different thread each day starting now until the end of the year to reminisce and discuss each month of the 2012 year leading up to the new year.
Usually these types of things I blow off but this incident, for whatever reason, has really shaken me.
Most of all it is the response to it from people. Society has become a rotten, lazy, heartless shell of what it once was. Showing sympathy for these poor kids is now considered "bitching and crying."
Instead of standing up and trying to make it so that this kind of travesty won't happen again, people simply blow it off and the response is, "It happens all the time." Well you know why? Because people like that stand back and let it happen.