Music and my past. *History of Katmonster*

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]

This song has triggered a humble, yet terrifying few memories of my past. It reminds me of sitting in class, hearing the bell ring, and not wanting to go home. It reminds me of the nights I would spend laying awake in bed, just staring at the roof, terrified of what would come next.

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]

Now this song reminds me of my insomniac nights. Laying in bed, just crying because of the depression. I was only 14. Junior high was a nightmare for me and this song just got me through every day.

The point I am getting to is, Abuse, bullying, in any form, can have negative effects. It can even have negative effects on something that can be used to calm unsteady nerves. Music is really important to me, and just hearing these songs, opened so many suppressed memories.

Child Abuse is wrong.

Bullying is for losers.

-K