- album:
- 1. Pathological Feelings (To Your Demise):
- kiss me on the cheek
before i'm feeling too weak
to give anything back to you
and now i'm feeling so bleak, i am defeated
these are the feelings
to your demise
give up your life
and you'll be mine
this is the path
to demise
give up your life
for love tonight
i'll dream of you tonight
won't remember what's right
cuz my mind doesn't care
to take this love to new heights, can't you see i'm finished?
these are the feelings
to your demise
give up your life
and you'll be mine
this is the path
to demise
give up your life
for love tonight
breaking all my feelings
that's the absolute start
you love them for what they are
and hate them for breaking your heart
this is... a dangerous encounter
filled with lust and mixed with anger
fueled by power and a preference to be caught
if you think i'm ever lying
don't have hope i'm ever trying
just keep me in your thoughts
these are the feelings
to your demise
give up your life
and you'll be mine
this is the path
to demise
give up your life
for love tonight
these are the feelings
to your demise
give up your life
and you'll be mine
this is the path
to demise
give up your life
for love tonight
- 2. Drowned:
- rolling on that road, down, alone
no license to drive my way, my own
sucked into the world's beliefs that i would see her
a girl to love, to be with forever
running down that road, blood on my toes
nothing to show for
no love to keep me to go
no support for my soul
sucked into the world
drowned down to words i could only scream one day
i want to be saved
from the life i live
and the way i braved what was left for me
see my heart aches
oh, i think the world needs a lesson to learn
we can't all live the same
not everyone can be brave
the scars we have will be out some way
and nothing we do can protect the ways we live
it all comes back to us one day
i know i'll get what i need to stay
i know it'll come to me one day
if i listen to what you say
it's not much of a life i'm living
something i need to find, it's fitting
searching all the time for anything to provide
supply me with a way to stay on the path to be brave
i think i can keep holding on
no matter how much feels wrong
i never thought i'd feel as gone from myself
as dead as i can be
as lost as i can be
it's nothing to help
nothing for me
nothing to see
if it won't help me
oh, i think the world needs a lesson to learn
we can't all live the same
not everyone can be brave
the scars we have will be out some way
and nothing we do can protect the ways we live
it all comes back to us one day
i know i'll get what i need to stay
i know it'll come to me one day
if i listen to what you say
gone and gone and gone, i'll be gone, so
wrong, never wrong, my life's wrong to be gone, and so
i think the world needs a lesson to learn
we can't all live the same
we can't all live the same
we can't all live the same
- 3. Lost:
- seething through my soul
like a burning note
hacking at my mind
i'm feeling so behind
breaking every bone
as i lost my home
i lost where i belong
when i should get lost in the song
i'm so lost that i'm a lost cause
i'm so lost that i lost
cut another piece of love
it's just another teardrop today
it's not the last teardrop today
it's the last tear drop tonight
i need another piece of love
then it's the last tear drop today
i'm so lost that i'm a lost cause
i'm so lost that i lost
it's dark
it's scary
it's cold
it's lonely
it's challenging and difficult
it's mental and spiritual
my breaking spirit is losing today
persuade me to stay, to stay alive
or leave me to die, to die in shame
i'm so lost that i'm a lost cause
i'm so lost that i lost
i'm lost
i lost
everything i wanted, everything i needed
changing paces leave me to wonder
is it better to be younger
- 4. Feel the Pain (feat. Luke):
- Mikal:
my mind only endures the past
for as long as i remember
when i feel as if i'm not enough
I'll gain strength to remember
you feel me as much as my faith
and it's not one to surrender
I'm tested just for the sake
hope I never give in to the pressure
If you could feel me
you'd feel my pain
my heart won't let you go
if i won't let you know
if you could feel me
you'd feel my pain
my heart feels that i'm done
i guess i haven't won
Luke:
oh, she was the one true queen
till pronounced dead at the scene
the truth was in her lipstick
and legacy in the rose
abundant with distraction
she'll be the main attraction
distracted from reality
she faced her final destiny
Both:
if you could feel me
you'd feel my pain
my heart won't let you go
if i won't let you know
if you could feel me
you'd feel my pain
my heart feels that i'm done
I guess I haven't won
we've never won
It's not for fun
giving into all the pressure
no other choice but to surrender
face the final destiny
and be finished by reality
If you could feel me
you'd feel my pain
my heart won't let you go
if i won't let you know
if you could feel me
you'd feel my pain
my heart feels that i'm done
i guess i haven't won
haven't won...
in this life, we're done...
- 5. Without You:
- can i give another day
without you
i'm never gonna feel safe
without you
should i put another guard up
without you
if it finds a way to break
the hate i've got in my soul
feeling i'll never be whole
and i'll never find another one
another soul
that feels the way i feel
i'm real
genuine enough to deserve a life
never scarred enough to forget the knife
that breaks me every time
if i ever find a way to live
without you
it will never be the same
without you
it will never keep me sane
and leave me with nothing
to give
without you
feeling i'll never be whole
and i'll never find another one
another soul
that feels the way i feel
i'm real
genuine enough to deserve a life
never scarred enough to forget the knife
that breaks me every time
hoping dayly
praying sacredly
this is all
that i have
losing myself
and
forgetting any help
that i ever had
it goes to show you
that
never run away
from anything you have
never give away
something that you had
don't ever give up when you lose it all again
i'm telling myself to save what i can
cuz if i lost everything
i can make it again
feeling i'll never be whole
and i'll never find another one
another soul
that feels the way i feel
i'm real
genuine enough to deserve a life
never scarred enough to forget the knife
that breaks me every time
can i give another day
without you
without you
without you
- 6. Guitar Strings:
- live your life
live your way
kill the sides
that roam your way
kill the lights
get the smoke
burn on fire
get the coke
get the candy
eat your heart
end with man
seek the start
we are one
with ourselves
gothic love
and myself
my guitar strings wrap rings around your heart
you keep pulling hard
my acoustic is loosening
the strings
the rings
the tears drowning back my fears
there's no escape from the fate that you'll face when you face me
there's no way out from the way that i felt, come rescue me
fix your soul
with the torture
i know you are
the lost one, forevermore
till i catch you
no escape
to daylight, no service
to human, no change
to your grave, you'll take my rage
nothing to do but die and so i say goodbye
my guitar strings wrap rings around your heart
you keep pulling hard
my acoustic is loosening
the strings
the rings
the tears drowning back my fears
there's no escape from the fate that you'll face when you face me
there's no way out from the way that i felt, come rescue me
this doesn't feel like kansas anymore
i'm falling through the cracks
of my life, of a floor
i don't see where kansas used to be
fools in love are falling from the sky
like there's nothing new to see
my guitar strings wrap rings around your heart
you keep pulling hard
my acoustic is loosening
the strings
the rings
the tears drowning back my fears
there's no escape from the fate that you'll face when you face me
there's no way out from the way that i felt, come rescue me
rescue me, it's hard to believe
your love has ridden my hope
rescue me, it's hard to believe
i'm drowning, but i don't need your rope
- 7. Heart On Lock:
- running
speeding
faster, go
faster than i'll ever know
your boiling pressure
you're not the answer
i know better, i am better
i know what's good
i know i'm real
and i know, i'm allowed to feel
i feel my heart locked up
my heart's on lock
baby you locked my heart
you kept my heart on lock
i just want you to stop it, just stop
stop keeping my heart, my heart's on lock
can you teach me how to feel?
cuz when i feel, you feel it's not real
time to pop another pill
another nightmare to fulfill
i'm hungry for death, i'm starving
feed me, feed my heart, feed my feelings
don't tell me i don't know what i'm feeling
i know what i'm doing, i'm taking a feeding
i feel my heart locked up
my heart's on lock
baby you locked my heart
you kept my heart on lock
i just want you to stop it, just stop
stop keeping my heart, my heart's on lock
i'm a heart
i'm a person
i'm sinking to depression
they deserve it
you deserve it
for my hurting
remember where you are
bail me out of this prison
i feel my heart locked up
my heart's on lock
baby you locked my heart
you kept my heart on lock
i just want you to stop it, just stop
stop keeping my heart, my heart's on lock
i feel my heart locked up
my heart's on lock
baby you locked my heart
you kept my heart on lock
i just want you to stop it, just stop
stop keeping my heart, my heart's on lock
- 8. Debauch {Interlude}:
- got the struggle to survive
killing keeps my soul alive
breaking bonds that satisfy
what you want from me this time
falling down
throw your weakest memory down
catch what feeds the pain
and put your love down
debauch my soul
hand me the gun
the pain we caused
was just for fun
breaking off
the people that keep you off
of what you shouldn't do to keep on
fill the world with all your wrong
debauch my soul
hand me the gun
the pain we caused
was just for fun
debauch
get down
break the ties that bring you down
debauch
get down
kept the lies that brought me down
debauch
get down
not another sound, baby
- 9. Give Way to My Heart:
- give way to my heart
and you'll be the star
star, star of the night
oh boy you know
it'd be a great start
to a future together
where we'd be forever
and ever
give way to my heart
have you ever wondered
what it'd be to have another reason
any reason to live
i say that loving you's a gift
give way to my heart
have you ever wondered
what it'd be to have another reason
any reason to live
you say, "give up all the feelings that you had"
loving you is sad
give way to my heart
to another day
we can look forward to
have everything too
we'd be a great start
to an everlasting love
fine and never wishing
for anything else
ever
give way to my heart
have you ever wondered
what it'd be to have another reason
any reason to live
i say that loving you's a gift
give way to my heart
have you ever wondered
what it'd be to have another reason
any reason to live
you say, "give up all the feelings that you had"
loving you is sad
let me in, don't you know
we're both supposed to grow
not apart from where we stand
but closer to each other's hands
loving you is sad
loving you is sad
loving you is sad
loving you is sad
give way to my heart
have you ever wondered
what it'd be to have another reason
any reason to live
i say that loving you's a gift
give way to my heart
have you ever wondered
what it'd be to have another reason
any reason to live
you say, "give up all the feelings that you had"
loving you is sad
give way to my heart
- 10. Jazzual:
- give in to me baby
give in to this feeling
give in to the feelings
that i know you're feeling
stretch across the waters honey
hold me in your arms
wrap me in your sweet caresses
fuck me till i'm numb
jazzual
it's freaky
it's wild
harmonial and loud
my jazz
my jam
my freak of nature
and that's what i am
let me feel your body while we kiss under the moonlight
let me kiss your lips before we finish what we've done right
kiss me in your fast car
fuck me till i see stars
run me over in your bed
i'll ride you till we're left for dead
and make me wonder why i ever
doubted you at all
change me into something that i
always thought was wrong
jazzual
it's freaky
it's wild
harmonial and loud
my jazz
my jam
my freak of nature
and that's what i am
let me feel your body while we kiss under the moonlight
let me kiss your lips before we finish what we've done right
i have my drugs and my jams
got all my friends and, damn
all i want to need in this life
is you, you, you
jazzual
it's freaky
it's wild
harmonial and loud
my jazz
my jam
my freak of nature
and that's what i am
let me feel your body while we kiss under the moonlight
let me kiss your lips before we finish what we've done right
- 11. State of the Heart:
- this is a revolution
let me defy all the laws
you'll never see me act
the greatest criminal of all
i'm an outlaw delinquent
before you stop hurting, i'll hit it again
i keep on winning
you never think twice before i break the ice
this is a state
a state of art
an affectionate artist
to break your heart
this is the state
state of the heart
i'll break you in two
looking for a new start
the state of my heart
is gone and dark
i'm cold and lonely
looking for somebody to own me
i need the seduction and want the desire
domination is a treasure to be sought after
the one that can do it all is when i'll never tire
my needs, my life, my being is dire
this is a state
a state of art
an affectionate artist
to break your heart
this is the state
state of the heart
i'll break you in two
looking for a new start
it's a state of the heart
my state of the art
don't you think it's sweet to have something to live for?
it's a state of the heart
my state of the art
you loved me and i swore that i'd never let go
this is a state
a state of art
an affectionate artist
to break your heart
this is the state
state of the heart
i'll break you in two
looking for a new start
it's a state of the heart
my state of the art
don't you think it's sweet to have something to live for?
it's a state of the heart
my state of the art
you loved me and i swore that i'd never let go
it's the weakness inside
that kills endlessly
all it wants, all it needs, all it seeks
is a burning love to make life easy
- 12. Pop:
- we can pop so loud
so proud, be ourselves
for the sake of the love we can only give to ourselves
no one else
babe let's pop
let the beat drop
let our hearts soar
there's nothing i want more
this is my jam
and it means more in my hand
written down, i've got my plans
that i can't bare to send you to
come with us and we'll bring you to life
i know it's better than any other thing in life
sucks to be anyone else
we are together, we are one
let's pop, let it drop
let your body drop to the beat
tell me what you see when you're looking at me
i know you won't lie when you're looking at me
when i'm staring into your eyes i see
the world, the universe, anything i want, everything i can be
it's all up to me and i know that i
i know that we are everything i'll ever want to be
let's drop, get wild
so powerful to shed a tear to my eye
it's beautiful, so technical, the way my heart works
the way it follows what my mind says to do
to say to be with you, today
and i say that us, tonight, we pop tonight
i know we'll stay this happy
i'm so happy and so great
so let's go
let's have fun
i know we can do the best we can, the best party ever
electric central, babe, let's get so mental
this is a system of sexual, textual
measures of what we can give to each other
have fun
get wild
live wild
we'll ride
we will forever give it our all
never give up
never cry
i have your back
never look back, because i know you don't need to
and neither do i, we're all the same
we're together and that's the best thing to see
next month, it's all the same, but look at what we have tonight
let's pop, let it drop
let your body drop to the beat
tell me what you see when you're looking at me
i know you won't lie when you're looking at me
when i'm staring into your eyes i see
the world, the universe, anything i want, everything i can be
it's all up to me and i know that i
i know that we are everything i'll ever want to be
let's drop, get wild
so powerful to shed a tear to my eye
it's beautiful, so technical, the way my heart works
the way it follows what my mind says to do
to say to be with you, today
and i say that us, tonight, we pop tonight
run it smooth, spin my track
drown my fears and throw em back
you made life tough
my thoughts are sore from you
and i'm dreaming of you
again and i hope we'll be together, till the end
i can't live without you
if i want to live well
is it suicide or murder
when you're leaving me now
let's pop, let it drop
let your body drop to the beat
tell me what you see when you're looking at me
i know you won't lie when you're looking at me
when i'm staring into your eyes i see
the world, the universe, anything i want, everything i can be
it's all up to me and i know that i
i know that we are everything i'll ever want to be
let's drop, get wild
so powerful to shed a tear to my eye
it's beautiful, so technical, the way my heart works
the way it follows what my mind says to do
to say to be with you, today
and i say that us, tonight, we pop tonight
i don't know your feelings about me
but all i know and all i care for
our beautiful love affair
im not ms. jockey anymore, but i still love you
i'll be back, it's no shame to me
mr. disc jockey
- 13. Believe:
- was it dumb of me to think
i could be together
i could be forever
you and me and ever
all i had to think was
the ending never coming
the doom that's never done and
we'd never be apart again
believe
believe the story's never done
believe
if i sacrificed my time
i thought i'd know where to run
i believe
my state of mind is new
i believe the future is mine to make true
i'm on the other side
feeling bright
like i know what i'm doing
i love the life i'm pursuing
i feel free
and it's all up to me
i can find myself
if i can really believe
believe
believe the story's never done
believe
if i sacrificed my time
i thought i'd know where to run
i believe
my state of mind is new
i believe the future is mine to make true
i've got a mission
i know exactly what to do
to make you missing
everything i had to do
with my permission
still won't let you in my zone
you're sickening
but nothing really matters
just believe
believe
just believe
believe
believe the story's never done
believe
if i sacrificed my time
i thought i'd know where to run
i believe
my state of mind is new
i believe the future is mine to make true
Enjoy.